Hello to anyone who happens to read this. I'll warn you right now, I'm not very interesting, as in I lead a fairly boring life. I live in rural North Dakota, not to interesting, I do my fair share of hanging with friends and riding horse and what not, but other than that I'm pretty routine. I've recently come upon some struggles with myself and the line of work I do. My whole life I've been someone who loves helping people, from putting a bandaid on a friends skinned knee to moving the elderly couple across the street. Since the third grade I became infatuated with becoming a police officer, night and day I would talk about it, I always played cops and robbers and was always a cop. I origonally took the emt-basic coarse for the police academy so I could hopefully clept the first responder part of the academy. I was the first in a class of 7 to pass the written exam, and I fell in love with the job. I started school to be a police officer a 2 year program in devils lake, during that time, I took a part time job with one of the local ambulances and began to love the job even more. I was not able to attend the academy at the time I was suppose to for personal reasons and quit school for a year. in that year I obtained a full time position with another ambulance. Here in lie's the delema. I am so in love with my job, I am actually going to be taking an intermediate class next month, and now am trying to decide if i still want to be a police officer, or make ems my life long career. If you can help me in anyway, advice suggestions, anything it would be very appreciated. Thank you.